Remedial Therapy

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In the 80s they had tons of books on how to get out from under your mess... those no longer exist now. We have Konmari queens and Home Edit gurus--where everything is nice and neat and clean and somehow "walkable."

 
 
And I've gotten rid of sooooo much stuff...A LOT of stuff! This is the aftermath; the "rubble" after the exodus...

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